Friday, July 13, 2007
The day i deterred most gotta arrived. Friday the 13th is here, right the moment when im typing now. I'm down with a grave mood. Woke up early in the morning, pulling myself up from the warmth embrace gotta be a very depressing force exerted on me myself. I snoozed it but time never slows a single moment. Baby's feeling i totally comprehend. He mentioned 2 weeks, it will be fast but it dont seemed to be on me this moment. I thought so but i dare give a shake on my head now. It's not.
Dad fetched us over to Pasir ris interchange. That whatever sergeant or commando prohibit vin to enter with us just becuz he's cladded in slipper n bermuda. Dad started explaining to him but he dun give a bloody excuse. Sharks it man. Nah Vin anyway thanks! Ray was kinda of touched cuz u din slept the entire night to prevent urself from oversleep. We will see you down when you get enlist soon yea!
Dad was so fascinated by Tekong's tour! He was reminiscing his pasts when he was enlisted. He's totally absurb! His funny actions n words throughout the trip in fact made us smile n giggle unexpectedly. Really glad dad was there to make our day though it's not a happy occasion i guess. Mum n dad supports' for baby was warming. Jieleng love to tease him cuz of his kuku's photo. Dad was encouraging baby by counting down his book out day on the 27th. I tried not to express my downcast side, knowing you yourself is soaked in a depressed mood. Faking is difficult eh. But pretence turns upside down when we had our farewell meal. Cookhouse food dont appeal either of us, not to me not to you i know. I know bidding goodbye is coming near. It just turned so uncontrollably suddenly. I was telling myself to bid u a lovely goodbye no matter how unedurable i can seize to hold. But sharks it i failed. The last kiss, the last hug end the day. I will hold it for another 2 weeks from now.
I guess my misses for you will just overflow one day n this feeling will be bad i guess. You better be safe n in one piece on the 27th! DONT BE A HERO I TELL YOU! =)
I'm waiting for your call tonight. Desperately i guess. Haiz.
My week with you is not just any sentence to describe it. I seize for commas but no fullstop.
Dad was taking out his long last ali baba bag on thursday night. He was showing baby what's the necessity inside. This is seriously shakehead. Geez. At least we know dear got a back up if he lost his whole entire ali baba. Dad claimed! LOLS.Today is friday but it dont seem like for me. Friday's routine, new bedsheet but no warmth.
I really miss him so much.
Regards,
andrea
6:42 PM
