Sunday, October 15, 2006
screw up. messed up. life is freaking sharks up. what's the point of doing it and feeling remorseful i told myself. so many things are running on my mind after tt day. i wasnt feeling good after all. foolish and stupid thoughts in the end. i'm waiting for time to heal it. no other way except TIME. maybe i should change into a better. yes there should be room for improvement and more matured thinkings. nobody can be perfect. i jus felt so damn... *sharks it.
you make me realised something. a good person will never get good repay. i hate your attitude. i hate ur behaviour. your words are utterly hurtful. what's the point of going down that hour to assure everythin and get such a return. have you ever thought about my position last night? dun said about tt fight there. how about at home tt time? if sorry can save everythin i would hav jus said that n jus hacked about it. think back and i bet u should noe why. dun think i dunno how u feel tt time. if not i wont even go down for you. after all your actions jus made me feel stupid enough. at least i noe her possession is assured now. i'm seriously numb now.
shakehead.
1:55 PM