la dolce vita

Sunday, October 29, 2006

yesterday was Halloween day'06! headed to Obar last night. went back rather early. like they said the night is stil young. no choice, most are tipsy. shakehead. hope everything's okay for all. last night music was awesome. esp Me and you by cassie. desperately waiting for this song to be played. and well it did before midnight. dancefloor was packed. but afterall me and von enjoyed ourselves eh? we hit the dancefloor and sway and sway with the music. it was incredible esp with our favourites hits last night. whoa. laugh out loud. Anyway sorry and thanks peeps. all of a sudden craving for milo freeze after tt night. strong crave somemore. so weird. anyway headed towards the nearby 7-11 store but it went out of stock. sharks man. bought ice milo instead.
head home. washed up. sleep.

andrea' 06

2:32 PM

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

GOSHH! last weekend was a thunder bomb for me. in just 4 days, i spent a sum of about 600 bucks. yea but i'm pretty satisfied with what i got. ipod video was the main 'harm'. the rest are all shopping spree goodies and movies. my pay is still far away from me.. big sigh. i gonna buy a sneakers and design it myself again. yes 2nd pair to go. cheers. they asked me to get a black one like them but i stil keen n desperate for a white one instead. -grinz- i'm not as punk as you peeps. laugh out loud.

got myself 2 tops, a retro brownie belt and a black rose ring. now i realised skull head and rose look quite alike. =X shakehead.

watched silk and death notes. border line shows i grade for both. expected more from death notes but rather a slight pity for it. Finally i went into CAN cafe. good ambient for a nice drink and gather. i love their retro and oldies deco. cosy. +)

haiz jus a minute so many things to grudge out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just cant that person understand. the more it gives the more i hate. sorry.

andrea is tired.
21:53

9:13 PM

Saturday, October 21, 2006

itz been a week. i guess i hav rather settled down my thoughts n emotions. i hate 15th oct cuz i poured for it again. wtf. isolation dun seemed to help when i left vin at bugis. controlling dun seemed to help. its not only difficult but practically ugly too. i assured my feelings tt day but nevertheless i stil poured. mayb things happened too sudden again. but one thing for sure i'll never repeat once again. someone saw my darn ugly side that night. nahs anyway thanks peep! *thumbs up*? definitely.

is there really such a word called Confusionism?

well one week of attachment in Seraya. i love the Serayan. bunch of nice people. i love my working environement to the max. cuz i can sway with music as i work. On the broadcast! he said. i was like whoa? *giggle*

slack crap jokes work mean everythin for us! i'm looking forward seriously. -wide smile-

a list of shopping items is desperately waiting for me. I'm coming. *grinz

andrea loves to sway with the music.
14:35

2:19 PM

Sunday, October 15, 2006

screw up. messed up. life is freaking sharks up. what's the point of doing it and feeling remorseful i told myself. so many things are running on my mind after tt day. i wasnt feeling good after all. foolish and stupid thoughts in the end. i'm waiting for time to heal it. no other way except TIME. maybe i should change into a better. yes there should be room for improvement and more matured thinkings. nobody can be perfect. i jus felt so damn... *sharks it.

you make me realised something. a good person will never get good repay. i hate your attitude. i hate ur behaviour. your words are utterly hurtful. what's the point of going down that hour to assure everythin and get such a return. have you ever thought about my position last night? dun said about tt fight there. how about at home tt time? if sorry can save everythin i would hav jus said that n jus hacked about it. think back and i bet u should noe why. dun think i dunno how u feel tt time. if not i wont even go down for you. after all your actions jus made me feel stupid enough. at least i noe her possession is assured now. i'm seriously numb now.

shakehead.

1:55 PM

Saturday, October 14, 2006

headed down to O bar last night. drinks r freaking cheap. met up with kim at my house first. practically a andro kim last night. lols. the attention she received shows it all. geez. waited for those peeps for like more than half an hour. spent our time dazing at the G-max bungee ride at clarke quay, roamed around MOS before the peeps FINALLY arrived. lols.

wahah. me n kim kana checked. man first time with her kana checked. shakehead kim. you jus looked young. youngest of the youngest. nah wait should ber von after she came later. lols. one of them kana sent back when he lent his cover shoes to his frenz outside. no slipper you see. n the bouncer caught n banned them when the nite is still young. lols. and who noe? von wore sandals. no choice i got to out. smuggled my shoes for her n i waited outside patiently for my shoes t be out again. lols. tt moment trying to learn those funky break steps from ter they all to keep myself awake. well disastrous. pathetic n no comments.

hey von, i nv nearly cry k. jus felt damn frightened when she went alone to the wrong location to look for me but stil cant locate her. somemore so bloody late le lo. shakehead.

i love the music that night. MUSIC ROCKS MY SOUL coded from our crazy ter. lols. drank 3 shots n i stopped. felt a sense of sparky n hot sensation 'drifting' inside my body. hah anyway a girl should hav her limit one k!

the attention caught yesterday was rather unbelievable. i dunno how to put into words. sweet yet complicated. it seemed so real but who knows it can turn out to be a drama plot? confusion takes place in the end. sighing at this moment is it right or wrong? it is doubting me seriously.

o bar closed down early last night. headed down to zouk after that. practically the same moves every now and then. we left around 5 and headed for a drink at a nearby prata house. everyone was half dead, dread and 'asphyxiated'. dying for a loud snore! reached home and mum was ready at the kitchen doin her usual morning routine. ops. but thank god mum n dad din really nagged much. i gav a pat on my mum's back n asked if she's angry. shew she just gave me a sarcastic smile. dad just shaked his head. lols.

going watch my vcd now. see you peeps.

who loves andrea? you of cuz =)
16:16

3:08 PM

Tuesday, October 03, 2006

My previous post caused a number of misunderstandings I guess. You guys are not the one I referring to. No worries. I know how to differentiate the good from the bad. The bad one I dun even bother to care now. Get what I mean? Just dun wana pull the innocent ones in that’s it.

Listen up girl! We are not born for u to insult. Even if we did anything wrong, who are you to have the freaking right to insult and curse any of us. Step in front of us if you really cant stand it. Get ur freaking words spit out instead of typing it away. Why vent it on that poor non-living board? Anyway that’s ur freaking problem. Nobody can imagine her own landowner has just polluted a beautiful piece of land. Isolation is the biggest nightmare one will face one day. Look who’s talking n gets this clear what the word ‘shameless’ means before u actually put it into a sentence. Seriously I never regretted having u as a friend before but right now I seriously despised you.

Do you know something? I really must salute you. Seriously you disappoint a lot of people. Mayb I should understand one thing. People’s character cannot never be change but attitude does.

andrea
00:38

12:43 AM

Sunday, October 01, 2006

Get this clear. I’m not referring to anyone but just only you. U guys are never in our conversation topics let me tell you. Even if we did we aren’t BADMOUTHING about any single one of u. Get ur mind clear this time round for goodness sake. People around you should really talk sense into you one day if they really care for u. I cant believe a girl like u has tt gut to type out all those nasty and gruesome words n letters. I cant even imagine how u put them into words n paragraphs. U jus tarnished a sweetie pie image I hav of you tt time do u noe tt. U never even spare a thought for a human being. Hello do u noe u’r one too? They are ur friends before for goodness sake. N u just sweared and cursed them like a bunch of freaking fools? I agree nobody should interfere in ur blog. So what if u keep changing blogs or put passwords? Let me tell u this, heaven has eyes u can never escape from it cmon. Hurling nasty words like nobody business to people who u think r a bunch of fools really make u feel so satisfied? Yet still smiles n talk to them the next day? This is sadism man.

Who dun have evil thoughts running in their minds before? I’m not exceptional either. But it all depends on how u deal with it. Seriously maybe u just lack of this ability after all. I pitied it. After all u just made me feel that I hav found my right peeps before I noe ur true self. Speechless. A person’s true colour can never hide forever.
Dun u ever insult my peeps again. And dun ever put words into people mouth. This is the most ridiculous and pathetic behaviours I ever seen in you. If this is ur profession, I sympathize it to the max. I hope you can fully awake before u step into ur working life. Goodness sake seriously no comment. Girl, just approach us if u bear any grudges. Rather u hide away by typing all those alphabets n letters which jus ruin ur reputation n u urself as the owner of such blog. This is not about guts now. We’r 19, old enough to think about our acts and behaviours.

1:39 AM