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Friday, August 25, 2006

whoa caught my last post and it was like centuries back since i blog again. weeks man. freaking busy with so many stuffs. seriously this year wasnt my year again. another 'wet' year after last year again. seriously shakehead. sigh big. nah not to mention much either it only bring in more disastrous thoughts again. maybe i had accepted this worst fact. that's why fear had overcome by me. i remembered that very day after a call from dad, that was the most traumatising news i ever got. everythin was so uncontrollable and painful. i lost concentration in everythin that moment. everythin seemed so pessimistic on me. it strikes on me very badly and nothin can stops my tears. the whole afternoon was nothin but purely tears from my eyes and heart. i cant afford to lose my beloved. my aunts had to call and lied to me that my dad was just exaggerating. cmon think i'm stil a kid? anyway i noe they meant very well for me. now my only aim is to make my beloved grandpa feel even more love n pampered from me. yes the trauma that kills us all but the love is out. he's goin for his first treatment on mon. i wan my presence to let him feel warmth and strong. everyone loves grandpa more than anythin. grandpa jus gav me a call to say 'goodnight'. well that was practically my job but they went to bed early last two days so was a wasted call for me. itz ok i'll dial early next time. wahah.

going out tmr. heh. =)

sunday gonna be a big big family gathering. dad organising a buffet dinner. For... secret. =)s anyway yea gonna be a happy day that day. -smiles-

anyway today is dad's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANG PAPA! got you a belt and i noe you like it. ur smile tells me that! hah.

dozing off soon. yawn.
good night.


stays strong always.
23.05


8:41 PM