la dolce vita

Thursday, August 31, 2006

new blog skin! geez. all thanks to my sis. i choose she edit for me. -smile-

today never go up grandma's hos for lunch or dinner. never visit grandpa today. but i gav him a call to check on him. glad his condition stil very stable. *relieve* cooked myself a plate of sphagetti just. simple meal but taste simply good man. Ham, magarine, ketchup, chilli sauce and milk. fifteen mins everythin's done. LOLS. blended myself avocado milkshake again. well, today's one taste awful. maybe because the avocado hasn't ripe yet and i jus scrapped it out to blend. aww. =X but dun denied yst one was fragrance and slurpy. heh.

coming mon, we'll be goin to jurong island cptc for studies and training le. oh man. damn freaking far man. itz dreading me badly. somemore the time is crazy. 9am to 5pm and 12 to 8pm shift. oh man. one thing i cant spend more time wif my ah gong already. what to do... seriously i also dunno. sigh big.

last sunday buffet was great. the ambient was warmth and fun. Dad! the gathering was a success. i enjoyed myself, vin's peeps were a bunch a funny chaps. no comment. wahah. took many photos but the camera was with the camera's man... no idea how to retrieve them now. dots. lols. thanks for all the prez and kinda of pai seh to all my relatives who waste their money. anyway thanks alot. (=

heading to changi for a class bbq in a moment. man it was pouring. how to barbeque? LOLS. rain rain go away................... come again another day. dots..

andrea
2.39pm
treasure what you have now. you'l never noe when u'l lose it.

2:26 PM

Sunday, August 27, 2006

yesterday was a happy day! a happy day for andrea ang jie ying. smile. went out with my cliques for k session then slack around in ps swensen. planned to watch a movie but in the end the thought of it changed. oldered a ice cuppucino the rest got themselves ice-cream. not a season for ice cream for me. no idea too man. lols. sent huini back to sengkang then headed back to yishun.

meet up with niki's owner after that. wahah. Mr B? =)s
his venture for nice ambient dinner was awesome i can say. thumbs up peep. you gave me a memorable dinner after all. i will not forget that i promised. if not... i shall look after niki for you ba. wahahha. love the ambient more than cosy bay. heh. lousy skill yesterday. giddy lo. LOLS. the biggest pity no MARS to catch last nite. liar. =X where's changi aloha? freaky good question last nite ehh? SHAKEHEAD. lols.

today's SUNDAY. woolaalaa. -wink-wink-and-wink-

andrea's grown up day.
27th august'06

4:35 PM

Friday, August 25, 2006

whoa caught my last post and it was like centuries back since i blog again. weeks man. freaking busy with so many stuffs. seriously this year wasnt my year again. another 'wet' year after last year again. seriously shakehead. sigh big. nah not to mention much either it only bring in more disastrous thoughts again. maybe i had accepted this worst fact. that's why fear had overcome by me. i remembered that very day after a call from dad, that was the most traumatising news i ever got. everythin was so uncontrollable and painful. i lost concentration in everythin that moment. everythin seemed so pessimistic on me. it strikes on me very badly and nothin can stops my tears. the whole afternoon was nothin but purely tears from my eyes and heart. i cant afford to lose my beloved. my aunts had to call and lied to me that my dad was just exaggerating. cmon think i'm stil a kid? anyway i noe they meant very well for me. now my only aim is to make my beloved grandpa feel even more love n pampered from me. yes the trauma that kills us all but the love is out. he's goin for his first treatment on mon. i wan my presence to let him feel warmth and strong. everyone loves grandpa more than anythin. grandpa jus gav me a call to say 'goodnight'. well that was practically my job but they went to bed early last two days so was a wasted call for me. itz ok i'll dial early next time. wahah.

going out tmr. heh. =)

sunday gonna be a big big family gathering. dad organising a buffet dinner. For... secret. =)s anyway yea gonna be a happy day that day. -smiles-

anyway today is dad's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANG PAPA! got you a belt and i noe you like it. ur smile tells me that! hah.

dozing off soon. yawn.
good night.

stays strong always.
23.05

8:41 PM

Monday, August 07, 2006

words spoken are easy. what do i do to deserve it? the trauma once again. itz tramatising once again. afterall the feeling of losing haunts me back. nobody can ever understand my fear when losing someone who dotes n pampers u so much. seriously fcuking desperate for a miracle now. i dun ask for anythin. jus a positive answer on thurs. i pray for it. i long for it. grandpa you will be fine. ah girl stil wana kiss n hug you n grandma everytime she bid goodbye when she head home. it has becomes a daily routine for her ever since. cuddling under his arms. for now she stil wana hold you tight right beside her. how she wish for the world to die before anyone leaves her. so that no one will taste the feelin of losing.

itz been a down week for everyone around me. pls lighten up our life. we must face and overcome it bravely once again. i believe.

anyway thanks for brightening my saturday! dinner ambient was terrific but andrea's mood pulls it down tt moment. sorry. next time she wont. -smile-

andrea here on 20.06

7:15 PM